Interviewed for an unpaid internship on the same day that I couldn’t afford to eat. I was the person digging under the machines for change so that I could take the subway home. Making money has never been a priority in my family, and they’re a disaster. Today was so horrible and I felt too ashamed to ask any of my friends for help. Things need to change. I’m really afraid that I am stuck in a pattern.
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